Thursday, March 18, 2010
Went aaalll the way to lorong chuan and stood stupidly outside my tutee's house for 10 minutes only to remember that the whole family went overseas -___-
I was still standing at the gate pressing all their doorbells (they have 3), wondering why I was getting dao-ed. And they have a doorbell with the intercom-like thing and I was trying to speak into it! Oh my gosh that sounded really stupid.
It wasn't like I didn't know about it.... The mum called me on friday to tell me but I was rushing to my other tutee's house and I think I forgot about it the moment I hung up the phone. How wonderful right. Rarh.
I challenge you to name a bigger loser than me.
12:22:00 AM
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
Just realized that Wellesley is still missing my SAT I results.
Damn angry with myself now. GRAH
Wanted to post something today but there's no time! If I don't sleep now I'll get scolded ><
So going off now! Maybe later.... if there's time and I still feel like posting XD
1:35:00 AM
Friday, March 05, 2010
3 As 2 Bs! I really didn't expect my gp and econs to get B! Immediately after the papers I was already expecting a D or a C at most. Cried a little after that. Part relief and part... I dunno... was just overwhelmed I guess. Suddenly realised that it's all over: my 12 years of formal education, 2 years in HC and time spent with all my classmates and CCA mates and friends in school. I just miss school so much.
Should really be feeling happy now, but I just feel lost. There are so many things to do and so many things to think about. Uni is so unfamiliar, it scares me a bit. My parents have been suggesting going to Holland to study but I'm not really sure if I want to go. Have to start the application process all over again which sucks.
And I realized I can run away from people and run away from things happening around me but I can't run away from my own thoughts. Which is why I'm putting everything here.
Should really be feeling happy now, but I just feel lost. There are so many things to do and so many things to think about. Uni is so unfamiliar, it scares me a bit. My parents have been suggesting going to Holland to study but I'm not really sure if I want to go. Have to start the application process all over again which sucks.
And I realized I can run away from people and run away from things happening around me but I can't run away from my own thoughts. Which is why I'm putting everything here.
11:21:00 PM
Haven't posted in a month!! Gosh. No time to post recently. Everyday it's work, tuition, go out, tuition, CNY and tuition. I'm going for tuition like 3 or 4 times a week!
And I'm having a cold now. Recovering though, thank god. It's probably due to excessive CNY junk and the arctic climate in the office. Woke up on saturday without a voice. Croaked around the house for a few hours and drowned myself in chrysanthemum tea (the kind you make in the pot, not the kind you take out of the fridge) before partially regaining my voice. And still had tuition that afternoon XP
Arrived slightly late for tuition due to unforeseen jam on bukit timah road (again, as if every morning is not enough). Only just sat down to catch my breath when the kid I'm teaching sashayed into the room with green eyelids and a tube of green paint in her hands. When I told her to wash it off she simply vanished to apply a fresh layer. So I had to drag her to the tap in the front yard. In the end I had to stand under the blistering sun for half an hour, trying to prevent a 11 year old from turning into the Incredible Hulk o.O
Work is quite interesting, and getting busier already. There are 2 other A level temp staff! A girl from AJ and a guy from ACJC. Now we always eat lunch together with 2 other malay temp staff. Haha quite fun since we would go out to eat XD
No work tomorrow because of results release. GRAH. I don't dare to hope for anything now!!! Hopefully my next post will be a happy one and not a super emo one
And I'm having a cold now. Recovering though, thank god. It's probably due to excessive CNY junk and the arctic climate in the office. Woke up on saturday without a voice. Croaked around the house for a few hours and drowned myself in chrysanthemum tea (the kind you make in the pot, not the kind you take out of the fridge) before partially regaining my voice. And still had tuition that afternoon XP
Arrived slightly late for tuition due to unforeseen jam on bukit timah road (again, as if every morning is not enough). Only just sat down to catch my breath when the kid I'm teaching sashayed into the room with green eyelids and a tube of green paint in her hands. When I told her to wash it off she simply vanished to apply a fresh layer. So I had to drag her to the tap in the front yard. In the end I had to stand under the blistering sun for half an hour, trying to prevent a 11 year old from turning into the Incredible Hulk o.O
Work is quite interesting, and getting busier already. There are 2 other A level temp staff! A girl from AJ and a guy from ACJC. Now we always eat lunch together with 2 other malay temp staff. Haha quite fun since we would go out to eat XD
No work tomorrow because of results release. GRAH. I don't dare to hope for anything now!!! Hopefully my next post will be a happy one and not a super emo one
1:26:00 AM
