Friday, March 05, 2010
3 As 2 Bs! I really didn't expect my gp and econs to get B! Immediately after the papers I was already expecting a D or a C at most. Cried a little after that. Part relief and part... I dunno... was just overwhelmed I guess. Suddenly realised that it's all over: my 12 years of formal education, 2 years in HC and time spent with all my classmates and CCA mates and friends in school. I just miss school so much.
Should really be feeling happy now, but I just feel lost. There are so many things to do and so many things to think about. Uni is so unfamiliar, it scares me a bit. My parents have been suggesting going to Holland to study but I'm not really sure if I want to go. Have to start the application process all over again which sucks.
And I realized I can run away from people and run away from things happening around me but I can't run away from my own thoughts. Which is why I'm putting everything here.
Should really be feeling happy now, but I just feel lost. There are so many things to do and so many things to think about. Uni is so unfamiliar, it scares me a bit. My parents have been suggesting going to Holland to study but I'm not really sure if I want to go. Have to start the application process all over again which sucks.
And I realized I can run away from people and run away from things happening around me but I can't run away from my own thoughts. Which is why I'm putting everything here.
11:21:00 PM
